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Friend Wantedwhen I'm sad... sad songs make me happy.
when I'm happy... happy songs make me happier.
When I'm sad, happy songs make me sadder...
When I'm happy... sad songs make me cry.
when I cry, I feel lonely.
When I'm lonely... there's nothing I can do.
When there's nothing to do, I write songs..
when I write songs... radiohead.
radiohead makes me cry.
there's more than one kind of cry.
there's good cry, and bad cry.
when I good cry... I feel happy.
when I sad cry... it's bad. really bad.
when it's that bad. I think about things.
when I think, it's bad.
when I cry, it's bad.
when I'm sad. It's bad.
when it's bad. I cry.
fucking lonely. fucking life. fucking friends. fucking everything.....
I wish. there was just ONE person. to talk to.
anyone. hello. paging all humans. sos. help me.
Ctrl. Alt. Delete. Everything.
ViolinI remember the day
you told me violins
were strung with cat gut
and that is why
you hated music
(who says that to a child?)
I followed you
all that summer.
I watched you
grow away from mother -
your whiskey held better conversations
and all she did was cry.
We'd sit cross-legged on the porch
and count the horseflies
settling on our lunch.
You would drown tadpoles
in a bucket
surprised they could not swim
and I would dream
of cherry popsicles.
And when night would gather
on the sidewalk
I'd hold my breath
until a star appeared.
Don't bother making wishes
you'd tell me -
stars are dead weight in heaven
and God has cloth ears.
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